happy birth..... uggghh

Hello once again readers! It is I, your leader, trustee, representative, and follow humanoid. As I turn my ever aging inner clock from 16 to 17, it reminds me of all my other birthdays, and how I was so existed and gitty. I would wake up at 6:30 am in the morning and wait the whole day for my presents, even though they were just an action figure or a toy car, those were my life and life at the age was nothing by bliss. but this birthday was odd, ambiguous if you will ... I wasn’t existed at all, I even forgot about it from time to time. My presents didn’t mean anything to me, and it felt like I’m being forced to mature. Maybe me not caring about my birthday is a sign of me getting older and more mature ... I hope not. I wish I could go back to all my birthdays and understand why i felt that way so long ago, to feel like a new person the next day, and feel like "WOW I’m OLDER!" but now the only thing i see in "17" is a state id, couple of new wii games, and more responsibility of me being tired as an adult. Oh and don’t forget I can buy M rated games now!!!! So I guess I have so thinking to do about my ever dwindling inner child. here let me roll a ball and maybe my inner child will jump out after it =].


-John Denyer

video games and reality

Albert Einstein:
Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.

Hmmm especially today this quote means a lot, in the case of the youth and up, reality is slowly withering away with better graphics and faster processors. It seems like none of these video game companies ever saw the terminator movies. The first hint I got of my disconnection of reality was when I was little, after I played my first RPG for more then 5+. I noticed that, hey I can control my hands, and I looked up and looked around and saw that this was my house and I taught to myself " I’m john Denyer, not cloud, not Mario, not any 2d/3d character in some video game." immediately after that I went outside and played some baseball :-), now with the wii, reality is making more of a connection with games. The human is involved in the game rather just sitting down and holding a controller. It’s like all those science fiction movies i've always watched and said "that will never happen" is really happening. Virtual reality has been around for awhile but not like this. PS3, X-BOX 360, WII, and PC are sucking people's lives away for cyber life. Why I don’t know, I mean don’t get my wrong I love video games but when your comprehension of reality goes out the window and you lose sanity, that becomes a big problem. I mean look at the D&D die-hards. People change their names to there character, why? Only Jesus knows =/. Please play on but heed my warning young souls ... contain your limited reality because life is too good to be stuck in a 3d world ... like tron =]

wow i mean just wow ... WW2, taken down by one man.... wow

hmm good start




... sry about the scanner issue but huh? superman just took fire from every single German gun in the western wall .... without flinching ... lets move on



not only did he just punch an airplane ... but he also knows secret German information, wouldn't that be valuable info to the allies ... superman is with holding information thus violating the patriot act which makes him a criminal ... ARREST HIM!!!!!



... Joe meet Adolf ... lmao gets me every time ...



oh joy Adolf is behind bars ... now what the hell did Stalin do in 1940 that made him a criminal. to my understanding he was an Allie. unless.....

ive met doomsday

Casted down from the Sky's, flying toward cement and dirt, until i crash ... i feel like all my strength is gone and I'm no longer superman. did they only love me cause i could fly? i know that's not it but it sure does feel like it. who's worth saving if no one belives your superman, "with great power comes great responsibility" ya, but when the feeling of no power over whelms you, you tend to feel like you've got no responsibility. that's why i relie on my JLA if i get into a battle that's too big.





but this battle with doomsday, this was one i had to fight on my own. i admire doomsday for what it is capable of ... defeating me is no push aside errand on Monday morning, we rolled up our sleves and went at it like two Irish drunks. until the fight started to even out, both powers matched in equality. and i knew this would be the fight of my life. who knew i was going to die, heh. so my wings are gone, the people lost their superman, but truth, justice, and the American way still lives on. but if you read on in this comic book called like, you will see that i Kal-El becomes reborn. just need time my friends, and a new superman will be born.


here's to my friends

what is good and evil?

First of all i'd like to say something, my Christian views have swayed this essays thoughts, if you don't like it? Tough your reading this, at least enjoy it. Anyways, what is good and evil, a concept of morality? Many people feel that the conscience justifies what's good and evil, others believe in the law, and many people believe in a higher power determines the moral situation in this game I like to call insistence. but what ever you decide that determines good and evil, understand that life in it self is probably the only good anyone will ever comprehend, "the mind is a place of its own, and in said place, it can make a heaven of hell and a hell of heaven" john Milton, this quote describes perfectly on how people treat life, and how they live it, just think about it.... ok so ive stated that life is good, but not the only good thing, now onto my point, Good, the right thing, if you think about it, it all started with God, he decided what's good and bad, but just then in there, that idea itself spawned evil, a good moral thing spawned evil, doesn't make cense but it happened. So does that mean every single good thing you decide to do with probably most likely be the reaction an evil though or action? Probably... =/ but that's life and life only and remember what we talked about life = good, and only you in your mind set can make life = bad, ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />
Then I thought to myself "bad events spawn good events"? Yes, they do, look at the holocaust, (OMG I SAID HOLOCAUST) bad things happened, friggan genocide, but if that didn't happen, the Jews wouldn't be as united and as strong as they are today. events like WW2 and pearl harbor and the bombing Hiroshima, and 9/11, events like that bring people together to look at life and its goods and evils and kind of take a step back and say "whoa" life and life only, and remember life = good.
all I'm trying to say is that good spawns evil and evil spawns good, the basic "yin and yang" balance of good and evil, if you look at the standard and compare it to man, there is no bad and no good, only life and life = good
And people? …STOP KILLING THE PEOPLE WHO WANT YOU TO REALIZE THIS!!!Like Gandhi, Jesus, rev. Martian Luther king Jr, john Lennon, ect
i mean these people wanted peace, and believe me, I'll be the first to admit that peace is impossible until we all figure out who is god.
I mean if anyone is offended by my thoughts, look at the world today, besides religion beliefs, do you know an ultimate good and an ultimate evil that has not been measured and balanced by the other? if you do then please tell me ...

Peace folks

BIG TUNA'S FIRST POST!

As i jump from the nest that my brain trust built for me, i venture out on my own blog ... to see this world and beyond. "Blast Shields Down" has been a big inspiration for me and i know many others. “Life is either a great adventure or nothing.” Helen Keller. So my adventure starts here, unlike "BSD" i will discuss more in depth in the comic genre, along with my problems and science fiction fantasy. This will be my moment of joy and taste of literature. To start by saying, if your reading this i will be posting regularly on Tuesdays and Sundays, but check regularly cause i can be very spontaneous. So as a ring leader to a circus, i say ... ENJOY THE SHOW!